Discordia does not, it turns out, hate everything. Every other week, we share a piece of new or gently-used work from an artist who's earned our respect.
There is art that moves us, and there is art that moves alongside us. This is Fellow Travellers.
KANGAROO COURT
one day i stepped into a room that didn't want me. the arm chair below me gave out. the rubber plant withered from my gaze. the carpet floor bruised beneath my feet and the wallpaper cringed into curls. i tried to leave but the door glared me down and i relented. i was put on trial for my crimes. they hung me from the ceiling fan.
"THE ECONOMY"
in the incandescent whatever of the light above the atm i took out 40 whatevers and walked down the whatever and ran to the whatever pulling over and sat on the whatever passing whatevers and then realized i was on the bus going to wherever and then i got off at wherever and walked down the whatever to wherever and then i got to the wherever and realized i left 40 DOLLARS DANGLING OUTTA THE ATM BECAUSE OF THE MEDICATION and yet immediately i’m over it because of the medication or because what’s the difference between 40 dollars of drinks at the wherever and absolutely nothing
IF I WAS IN "NO EXIT" I SIMPLY WOULD HAVE LEFT
empty and huge as night, winter-quiet, a white room with square window sills, dark outside, listening to familiar strangers make equations of their enemies, and i am complicit, and i am their friend, brought here for nefarious purpose, their eyes cackle as i will myself to leave, but there's no door, no window and outside no car, no bus, and no roads, no home to go back to, and i've been here forever, in a snowy forest, a tree, a tree made into a chair, a chair in an empty white room, listening to the only people i've ever known say the same things over and over, and in the morning the snow in my eyes has stopped, there is a door somehow, and i leave a square brick building, and outside there is a bus, a route home, and the cackles in their eyes go away after a week, and then the rest of them goes away, and i get a job, an apartment, then another, and i write a hundred poems, and for the rest of my life i am afraid that i never left that room.
IAN MARTIN is dying. See uncensored evidence at IANMARTIN.ROCKS
Interested in being a Fellow Traveller? Email your poetry, prose, visual art, etc. to discordia.sucks@gmail.com. We pay (not much), and pieces are collected a few times a year in a small print edition.
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